Itukah Namanya....?

Senyum getir, Aku akui.. meski terselimuti kecemburuan, tidaklah menjadikan semua angan itu mencair. Lembaran2 kertas tissue itu terbuang percuma.. hanya untuk menulis hari & tanggal. Ah.. indahnya..
Kepalaku pening, kurebahkan sedikit beban, sayup kunikmati nada-nada itu. Biar kutuliskan saja sepotong kalimatnya...

That I would be good even if i did nothing,That I would be good even if i got the thumbs down,That I would be good if I got and stayed sick....
That i would be loved even when i numb myself,That i would be good even when i am overwhelmed,That i would be loved even when i was fuming,That i would be good even if i was clingy,That i would be good even if i lost sanity,That i would be good... Whether with or without you...